Sooooooo......

As Paula pointed out to me Sunday night I am starting to show. I just feel pudgy and fat! It's not as if I am slim. I was ONCE! In like the 7th,8th, and starting of 9th grade. But since then I have had more than enough to hold on to! It seems that every year I make these promises to myself that I will get in better shape, move more, eat better, yadda, yadda, yadda!

So it seems really kind of weird with all my extra baggage that I would all of a sudden feel self conscious when someone points out that I am starting to show. This is a good thing! A great thing! This baby is something that Dominic and I have worked and prayed really hard for. The last five years have been a lot of stress and me not always being the nicest(I know that this is a shocker for you all!) person to be around.

So, what is my freaking problem? You would think that I could get over myself or realize that showing is actually a good sign! But no, what am I worried about? All those people who pass me in a store, or while I am driving or people that don't know I am pregnant and they look over and see this gushy blob of a stomach that I have and think, "Gee, that chic is fat!"

O.k. I just needed to vent, everyone please forgive me for my extreme shallowness and just tell me to shut the hell up. I know I am crazy as well!!! No comments on my complete retardedness from the peanut gallery!

We Have a Surprise!!!

So for all of you who didn't catch the hint from the last post........



WE ARE HAVING A BABY!!!!!!



It has been extremly hard for me to post and not talk about it so that is part of the reason that we have had such a boring blog. We are due at the end of February. We are both very excited and scared at the same time. Wish us luck on this new and strange trip we are embarking apon!